I am completely uncomfortable and getting to the point where I am so ready to have this baby and be done with it all. I want to hold her and kiss her. I want her to meet her big brother, and her daddy. I feel her moving inside of me even as I sit here and the feeling is amazing. I know that there will be a day that I think back and miss all of this so I am trying to savor every moment.
I have a sonogram tomorrow, probably my last one! We are nearing the end. We are up to our ears in holiday preparations, and a fear remains in my mind that somehow in all of the craziness I will forget something important that I need for the baby.
I had better make a list. But more importantly I need to slow down and take the time to breathe, and really enjoy and savor the last moments of this pregnancy. Less than 4 weeks from now I will be holding my baby girl, and embracing my new family of 4.
To be honest with you... I am excited and scared. But I am hoping this blog will help me to document it all, every step of the way. My virtual scrapbook of sorts. I hope all who read this enjoys the day to day with my family.
